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Name: Deadly
Gender: Female


Interests: Music....i can't recall.
Expertise: All the things you hate. And trying to perfect my worthless self. haha...actually..I'm best at playing DRUMS oh yeah...gonna be the best chick drummer out there bitch!what?your better then me?shut up,i'll destroy you!xD with my drumsticks of evilnism..oh yes..there black with red DUCK TAPE!lol...well i always LOVE to play guitar n bass guitar muhaha...anybody wanna buy me a new one?Because i sorta..smashed it up ._.
Occupation: Artist
Industry: Other


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Member Since: 7/4/2004

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Thursday, December 16, 2004

Been a while...School is Effin retarded as fuck...like 3 of my classes i might not get credit in so what the fuck i hate them all..lotsof shit has happend since i last...wrote..here?But i like it!^_^ anyway...i gots a new cell phone *yay* which means pix *yay* which are on my OTHER xanga....hahaha..no i'll get some up here when im not tired...whatever im rambling now...luv u <3SpazZ  [what was the point of this entry...someone please tell me...]


Friday, November 26, 2004

Well If yah still <3 me mah new xan. is MOExSCREAM0 yah gotyta luv that screamoxcore rite? well its a 0 not an capitol 'o' just incase your like stoned right now or sumthing..I might still write on this 1 but i wanted 1 without a whack creatblog/blogring [dot] net layout oni t xD even tho i <3 this 1...well..
peace yah punk bitches.

Bang,bang.
haha ur dead :)

</3</3Moe


Friday, November 12, 2004

Currently Playing
The Ugly Organ
By Cursive
see related
- The recluse...

"Awake,alone,in a woman's room i hardly know.awake,alone,pretend that i am finally home.maybe i shouldn't start what i can't finish,i don't know..maybe i'll wait till she comes home and whispers.

 

your in my way now..

Ive come.

To wrap you up tight until it's time to bite down"

MOTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!

 

okay so whats up haven't updated in a hella long time,ya noe?Yeah im only updating because im at the library by my old school because we all know my computers fucking retarded..anyway..did i write about halloween?when was the last time i wrote?ah im so confuckinfuzzled...well i have to be semi careful because ya never know..well i don't if my parents somehow find my xanga..well u know what fuck them.The shrooms were great,so was the pot,infact i just had some wensday isn't that great...yeah.Haven't cut in a few months but i also did that wensday,but it was only 3 times.My hands are fucking frozen like ice and i have nothing to write about so im gonna go now....im such a loser.haha.

 

[:Gabe loves Alysee:]

[:Isn't that some fucking surprise:]

 


Monday, November 01, 2004

---editxx//::oh shit i almost forgot!!hmm i forgot who said this but um u cant beilve im in ablogring that says seizures r sexah?well fuckin belive it motherfucker,for one[and sorry im gettingm ad peoplez] thing if your so ignorant you cant telll im being sarcastic then oh well ims orry your stupid and for two u noe what,how dare you get offended when i don't even know who the FUCK you are ,hell,i didn't even know your ass existed and honestly i don't give a flying fucking rat's ass go ahead and be offended and take it personally when i never mentioned or uttered the sound of your name[considering i don't fucking know maybe?] and i don't belive i ever said anythng in that fucking blogring shit about epilectic or wtvr people,now did I? andif this dosn'tplease you

go cry me a FUCKING RIVER

then drown in it God i hate when people step onto myf ucking territory MY FUCKING xanga and try and say shit tome fuck you ahh id on't even know you dammit! did i FORCE you to read my fucking blogring thingy?ummm no so why don't you think before you try and come to my fucking xanga and call me a fucking bitch you knwo what,i don't ever wanna see you here ever again because i don't like being upset incase you can't fucking tell you didn't have to waste yoru time and come here,hmm if you were so fucking offended and hurt why the hell did you come here anywhere,you fucking loser.GOD! i hate going so low to call people names liek this and shit but damn this is pissing me off.Don't ever show your face here again,asshole,let me sit here andoffend people i don't fucking care go get a life and stop trying to ruin others,if your self esteem is that low you shouldn't even fucking be going to xanga int he first place that youhave to resort to coming on my xanga calling me a bitch just to make your patehtic self look better.id on't give a fuck what you have to do to survive tokeep yoruself from having a seizure.if u dropped dead i wouldn't give a fuck because obviously i don't know you.and if this sounds cruel oh-the-fuck-well this is what you get when yo mess with violent people like me.god.go do me a favor and fucking have a seizure.please.fuck you.

asshole.

now im probably gonna get kicked off of xanga for this shit or something but i don't care i cana mek a new 1 with a fake name or something..argh why.why do people have to fuck with me.like i care.If i tried to kill myself and WANTED to die,what makes you think i care about someone who called me a bitch dying?come on people i know your capable of thinking.
well.
most of you.i guess.

nowlook what youve gone andmade me done...ive wasted a post on you....grrrr.fuckoff.----

HOLY FUCK!
i wish i had a digital camera.-deep breath-
i was just sitting here at the computer looking at the monitor and out the corner of my eye i see the door slowing closing,it slammed,then tilted like..whats 190 degeees?like the door and the frame tilted in a complete circle and the door knob like was popping in and out like biting or something and i screamed outloud then i realized it was all fake!

/I hate how shrooms last for like 8 hours,then the come down is still a fucked up version of reality/
\but atleast you can tell when your finished hallucinating that it wasn't reality\
/Instead of thinking your flying in an airplane running down the street/
\Then your friend holds onto you and you get pissed off at THEM\

haha.I Love drugs.yes i do.

well Im hella bored..just gonna go look up more shit on Erowid.IVe decided to get back in Wicca...fuck what my parents think..they can't force me into some shitty religion i don't want to be a part of.i mean its cool that people r in it or whatever but its just not for me.i should have never givenup.but nowimgonna have to do this shitin secret..were gonna go clean out our Run-away house in the Canyon/forest.

[Halloween was 1 of the best nights of my life]
:pst.I Love Gabe. aint that......fucked?:
I guess i'll go more in depth about it some other time.......or not.hah.no really i will

*****Fuck straight Edge mother fuckers*****
-i hate how people who have never tried something try and lecture me what it does to you and all this shit and how its gross and ugggh i just wanna fucking stab them.gosh.
Fefe and i conclided during science that -hooray- is a gay-fag-retarded-fuckin halarious word ever.

maybe we were too high to notice that..uygh  i cant reember lol fuck nowi cnt rember how 2 spell..time to 2go...aaahh

[:crym:]
[:Xe:]
{C}
[:TweAk:]
[:mo-moE:]
[:Flick:]
whatever.stop fishing through nicknames and u guys fuckin give me 1 fefe+Twitch


 


Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Currently Playing
The Amalgamut
By Filter
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- where the fuck do I go from HERE?!

Well FUCK I'm still alive!

Does anyone have any fucking heroin?!

 

[:You say fuck too much:]

[:You ruin my suicide attempts too much:]

p.s:Next time gonna try jumping.

-tweAk



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